1 00:03:25,041 --> 00:03:26,875 Can you pass the bread? 2 00:03:27,833 --> 00:03:29,533 We're out of butter. 3 00:03:30,958 --> 00:03:32,875 You can eat it without butter too. 4 00:04:23,958 --> 00:04:25,658 Don't be afraid. 5 00:04:27,916 --> 00:04:29,616 Fly now. 6 00:04:45,208 --> 00:04:46,908 Hallo, cutie. 7 00:04:47,416 --> 00:04:49,166 You are beautiful. 8 00:04:50,083 --> 00:04:51,783 I love you. 9 00:05:00,125 --> 00:05:03,083 - Are you going to the mainland today? - No, not today. 10 00:05:09,416 --> 00:05:13,708 Do you remember... my friend Olavi Kalm? 11 00:05:14,875 --> 00:05:18,475 I Forgot to mention that he called. He's on his way here now. 12 00:05:19,791 --> 00:05:23,458 He now lives in Paris and wanted to escape the city. 13 00:05:23,541 --> 00:05:27,291 He didn't know where, so I invited him. OK? 14 00:05:30,125 --> 00:05:34,250 He can go to the guest room. We have enough space. 15 00:05:34,333 --> 00:05:37,000 The coffee tastes really good. 16 00:07:47,833 --> 00:07:51,833 At the same time... the world has changed. 17 00:07:51,916 --> 00:07:56,083 That's the way it is. I had the same feeling on my return to Finland. 18 00:07:56,166 --> 00:07:58,541 Come by our country house. 19 00:07:58,625 --> 00:08:02,125 - Sounds scary. - Whiskey and crab? 20 00:08:02,208 --> 00:08:05,041 Maybe I'll come over. 21 00:08:17,250 --> 00:08:18,950 Thanks so much. 22 00:08:22,208 --> 00:08:23,908 Hey. 23 00:08:26,750 --> 00:08:28,450 Hallo. 24 00:08:36,541 --> 00:08:39,500 Pretty far from France to Finland. 25 00:08:39,583 --> 00:08:42,875 - You could say so. - But it's worth it! 26 00:08:42,958 --> 00:08:44,708 - Definitely, of course. - Good. 27 00:08:45,250 --> 00:08:48,041 We'll go hunting and fishing. 28 00:08:48,625 --> 00:08:51,708 And you will have forgotten city life in no time Have? 29 00:08:54,250 --> 00:08:57,791 Not much going on here at the moment, but hardly any people live here. 30 00:08:57,875 --> 00:08:59,708 We had summer guests... 31 00:09:00,458 --> 00:09:02,625 ...a lot of them this summer. 32 00:09:03,666 --> 00:09:06,958 This is our fifth year as permanent residents. 33 00:09:07,041 --> 00:09:08,741 Service apartment. 34 00:09:10,458 --> 00:09:12,158 Here we are. 35 00:09:19,750 --> 00:09:21,450 Good boy, Usko. 36 00:09:21,625 --> 00:09:23,833 The house needs constant maintenance. 37 00:09:23,916 --> 00:09:27,916 Every time you fix one thing, something else falls apart. 38 00:09:28,583 --> 00:09:30,283 - Looks great though. - Thanks. 39 00:09:31,291 --> 00:09:32,991 We really like it here. 40 00:09:34,666 --> 00:09:38,366 - Despite the work. We have it great here. - Yes I can see that. Follow me. 41 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:40,700 Usko is already... 42 00:09:40,916 --> 00:09:44,583 ...half blind and almost deaf, but a good watchdog. 43 00:09:45,291 --> 00:09:46,991 For real? 44 00:09:47,333 --> 00:09:50,125 - Are those cherry trees? - No, these are plums. 45 00:09:50,208 --> 00:09:52,250 Cherry trees are behind the house. 46 00:09:55,500 --> 00:09:59,541 We grow most of our food in our own garden. 47 00:10:00,583 --> 00:10:03,416 Our neighbours supply milk and eggs. 48 00:10:04,541 --> 00:10:07,250 We also fish and hunt. 49 00:10:09,041 --> 00:10:11,041 Elli! Olavi is here! 50 00:10:17,916 --> 00:10:19,708 - Nice weather. - However. 51 00:10:23,125 --> 00:10:24,825 Hallo. Olavi. 52 00:10:26,458 --> 00:10:28,158 Hey. 53 00:10:28,333 --> 00:10:30,958 - Hi. - Warm welcome. 54 00:10:31,041 --> 00:10:34,642 So we still welcome each other despite Covid with a handshake or a hug. 55 00:10:34,666 --> 00:10:37,166 Although, maybe not always immediately. 56 00:10:38,333 --> 00:10:40,791 - Nice to see you again. - Yes. 57 00:10:40,875 --> 00:10:45,041 It must have been 15 years ago that you last saw each other, right? 58 00:10:45,125 --> 00:10:46,825 - Do you remember, Elli? - May be. 59 00:10:46,875 --> 00:10:49,500 - At least 15 years. - It feels like an eternity. 60 00:10:49,583 --> 00:10:51,958 You had just started studying. 61 00:10:52,041 --> 00:10:54,941 - I hope you have a really nice time here. - I hope so too. 62 00:10:55,125 --> 00:10:57,101 But the house is in need of a lot of work. 63 00:10:57,125 --> 00:11:00,500 Master Kalm, come look at the view. 64 00:11:01,750 --> 00:11:04,541 So you're writing your thesis? 65 00:11:04,625 --> 00:11:07,250 - What about? - It's about beauty. 66 00:11:08,208 --> 00:11:09,908 Sounds interesting, and complex. 67 00:11:10,708 --> 00:11:13,125 - Follow me. - Yes, beautiful here. 68 00:11:35,083 --> 00:11:37,208 So, do you have a partner? Married? 69 00:11:38,458 --> 00:11:41,583 Unfortunately not. I Never managed to nail one down. 70 00:11:43,166 --> 00:11:46,458 And do you prefer? Men or women? Or does it matter? 71 00:11:48,166 --> 00:11:49,866 Mainly women. 72 00:11:54,666 --> 00:11:58,500 We should find you a Lockdown-lover. 73 00:11:58,583 --> 00:12:01,184 - Lockdown-lover? - Soon the Island will be full of beautiful people. 74 00:12:01,208 --> 00:12:04,125 - Attractive people. - I've got to know someone. 75 00:12:04,208 --> 00:12:06,208 I met one on the ferry. 76 00:12:06,291 --> 00:12:09,791 Her turn-on's were climate change and magic mushrooms. 77 00:12:09,875 --> 00:12:12,583 A really smart woman. Aspiring doctor. 78 00:12:13,958 --> 00:12:16,250 - That must have been Liina. - Yes. 79 00:12:17,125 --> 00:12:19,833 It was her, we waved. 80 00:12:20,541 --> 00:12:24,500 So, doctors, Soldiers, policemen and priests... 81 00:12:26,541 --> 00:12:29,291 They're the keepers. Especially doctors and priests. 82 00:12:29,916 --> 00:12:32,208 Well, maybe not the priests. 83 00:12:34,000 --> 00:12:35,700 Cheers. 84 00:12:39,291 --> 00:12:40,991 I'll be right back. 85 00:12:48,791 --> 00:12:51,241 We don't have much contact with the outside world. 86 00:12:51,791 --> 00:12:55,708 Sometimes I just forget about the rest of the world. 87 00:12:57,208 --> 00:12:59,833 But it's nice to have a quest. Refreshing. 88 00:13:02,041 --> 00:13:03,741 Is your father still alive? 89 00:13:05,375 --> 00:13:07,075 No. 90 00:13:08,666 --> 00:13:10,916 I've always enjoyed talking to him. 91 00:13:12,208 --> 00:13:15,041 He often spoke of you after you left. 92 00:13:16,375 --> 00:13:18,791 He was waiting for you to come back. 93 00:13:19,291 --> 00:13:20,991 I intended to. 94 00:13:23,250 --> 00:13:24,950 But then came Paris... 95 00:13:28,833 --> 00:13:31,291 - Look what I found. - Thank you. 96 00:13:31,375 --> 00:13:33,541 Ignore the jacket, take a look at these. 97 00:13:36,458 --> 00:13:38,158 I had pimples back then. 98 00:13:43,750 --> 00:13:45,916 Elli, is the guest room ready? 99 00:13:46,000 --> 00:13:47,958 - Yes, everything is ready. - Very good. 100 00:13:48,041 --> 00:13:49,958 I'll be fine, thanks. 101 00:13:50,041 --> 00:13:53,083 Good. Well then good night. 102 00:13:53,166 --> 00:13:55,250 - Goodnight. - I See you in the morning. 103 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:00,166 I guess we should go to bed too. 104 00:14:00,250 --> 00:14:01,950 I'll be right there. 105 00:14:04,750 --> 00:14:06,450 Ok, see you then. 106 00:15:24,958 --> 00:15:26,658 Do you still go fishing? 107 00:15:27,750 --> 00:15:30,250 Not a lot of places to fish in Paris. 108 00:15:30,333 --> 00:15:32,375 Or are you speaking metaphorically? 109 00:15:33,041 --> 00:15:34,750 What, no hanky-panky? 110 00:15:34,833 --> 00:15:38,291 You really haven't changed a bit, you rascal... 111 00:15:39,708 --> 00:15:43,250 There was one woman there... But it was too complicated. 112 00:15:43,333 --> 00:15:45,433 - Give me the soap. - She was married. 113 00:15:47,541 --> 00:15:49,458 Have you lost weight? 114 00:15:51,833 --> 00:15:54,000 I don't know, maybe a little. 115 00:15:58,708 --> 00:16:00,408 Have you gained weight? 116 00:16:03,833 --> 00:16:06,933 Maybe a little bit. Cold water makes you look thin, doesn't it? 117 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:19,625 So how was it, with the married woman? 118 00:16:20,416 --> 00:16:22,116 Great. 119 00:16:22,333 --> 00:16:24,033 Weekend trips. 120 00:16:25,250 --> 00:16:27,458 Stimulating dinners, and other activities. 121 00:16:32,416 --> 00:16:35,916 I hate those jet-ski's. I should get my shotgun. 122 00:16:41,083 --> 00:16:47,250 It was not always like this. At first... Elli didn't want to commit herself. 123 00:16:48,791 --> 00:16:51,416 She wanted to travel around and continue studying. 124 00:16:53,125 --> 00:16:56,525 But then she came back to me. We got married and moved here. 125 00:16:57,458 --> 00:16:59,875 I got a job offer here on the islands. 126 00:17:02,500 --> 00:17:06,958 It's a completely different kind of life here. 127 00:17:07,791 --> 00:17:09,541 Slowly and... 128 00:17:10,541 --> 00:17:11,625 ...beautiful. 129 00:17:11,708 --> 00:17:13,458 In the middle of the national park. 130 00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:24,375 That vinyl sound is unmistakable. 131 00:17:24,458 --> 00:17:29,291 - So analogue and self-sufficient. - There's no internet on the islands. 132 00:17:29,375 --> 00:17:31,625 I can stream at work but here it's vinyl. 133 00:17:31,708 --> 00:17:34,208 That's all we have at home. Cooler Sound. 134 00:17:35,250 --> 00:17:39,750 Listen! This sound works always and everywhere. That is... 135 00:17:39,833 --> 00:17:42,166 ...a work of art, a real classic. 136 00:17:43,625 --> 00:17:45,500 Come on, beautiful woman. 137 00:17:47,250 --> 00:17:49,125 Dance, dance for me! 138 00:17:50,458 --> 00:17:53,083 Dance, dance! Shake your hips baby! 139 00:17:54,541 --> 00:17:55,666 - Isn't it great? - Yes. 140 00:17:55,750 --> 00:18:00,250 The ferry stops once a day we're, on the edge of civilization. But we keep on rockin'. 141 00:18:01,875 --> 00:18:05,958 Next are The Beatles with this masterpiece. 142 00:18:47,208 --> 00:18:48,908 Okay... 143 00:18:49,875 --> 00:18:53,625 Don't worry. He'll definitely get bored soon. 144 00:18:55,291 --> 00:18:56,991 See you later. 145 00:19:03,041 --> 00:19:04,741 I love you! 146 00:19:56,291 --> 00:19:57,991 Dammit! 147 00:20:02,333 --> 00:20:04,033 I'm sorry. 148 00:20:07,583 --> 00:20:11,166 - Am I disturbing your work? - No you didn't. 149 00:20:11,250 --> 00:20:12,958 How's your writing coming along? 150 00:20:13,500 --> 00:20:15,250 Well... slowly. 151 00:20:16,375 --> 00:20:18,075 I suppose that's normal. 152 00:20:24,875 --> 00:20:27,750 - Do you still play the cello? - Very rarely. 153 00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:56,200 Do you want to go for a walk? 154 00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:15,958 Mikko said you're writing your doctoral thesis. What's it about? 155 00:21:17,666 --> 00:21:19,366 About women. 156 00:21:21,416 --> 00:21:23,116 I see. 157 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:27,375 About the women in the films of François Truffaut. 158 00:21:27,458 --> 00:21:29,791 You care so very much for women. 159 00:21:31,791 --> 00:21:34,666 I am interested in both women and men. 160 00:21:34,750 --> 00:21:37,666 For the complexity of their relationships. 161 00:21:37,750 --> 00:21:39,875 Relationships in general. 162 00:21:46,375 --> 00:21:48,583 And yet, you are not in a relationship. 163 00:21:51,250 --> 00:21:53,416 I was, until recently. 164 00:21:54,833 --> 00:21:57,666 We wanted different things in life. 165 00:22:01,708 --> 00:22:05,958 If love is the most important thing in life, then what is it exactly? 166 00:22:06,708 --> 00:22:09,541 Is leaving someone also love? 167 00:22:09,625 --> 00:22:12,875 And is love somehow in relation to your own self? 168 00:22:12,958 --> 00:22:15,291 That you always remain honest to yourself? 169 00:22:16,458 --> 00:22:20,958 If you didn't love her, there was no chance for happiness. 170 00:22:23,833 --> 00:22:26,958 Maybe I'm looking for something better. 171 00:23:02,500 --> 00:23:04,200 Look who's back. 172 00:23:05,583 --> 00:23:07,283 Hallo! 173 00:23:08,333 --> 00:23:10,033 God's greetings. 174 00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:15,125 - And how are you? - Very good. Elli showed me the Island. 175 00:23:15,208 --> 00:23:17,267 - Did you get what we need from the store? - Yes. 176 00:23:17,291 --> 00:23:19,541 - Did you get everything? - Yes, everything. 177 00:23:19,625 --> 00:23:22,791 I ran into Liina. I was to say hello to Olavi from her. 178 00:23:22,875 --> 00:23:25,625 - Okay. - I think she likes you. 179 00:23:25,708 --> 00:23:28,708 - She invited us to her place. - Yeah. 180 00:23:29,416 --> 00:23:30,958 Do you want me to take you with me? 181 00:23:31,041 --> 00:23:33,625 We'll walk, or I will. 182 00:23:33,708 --> 00:23:35,875 - Start peeling the potatoes. - Okay. 183 00:23:35,958 --> 00:23:39,608 Actually I walk too, but you don't have to do anything, I'm cooking today. 184 00:23:57,875 --> 00:24:00,875 Good evening ladies and gentleman. Are you ready? 185 00:24:01,666 --> 00:24:05,166 We'll start the evening with a potato-coriander... 186 00:24:07,583 --> 00:24:10,250 ...blue cheese puree, 187 00:24:10,333 --> 00:24:14,208 First of its kind., so... It is about... 188 00:24:14,916 --> 00:24:17,517 ...about the creations, from the experimental kitchen. 189 00:24:17,541 --> 00:24:19,741 - Thank you very much. - You're very welcome. 190 00:24:21,083 --> 00:24:25,250 A harmonious taste collage... 191 00:24:26,916 --> 00:24:30,000 ...with ingredients from the garden... 192 00:24:30,750 --> 00:24:32,833 ...of our hosts. 193 00:24:32,916 --> 00:24:36,583 - Wonderful, Olvi. Very... French. - No, Mikko. 194 00:24:37,750 --> 00:24:39,450 No... 195 00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:41,875 A very special Island cuisine. 196 00:24:43,291 --> 00:24:44,991 Cheers! 197 00:24:51,291 --> 00:24:53,916 Oh, now I forgot myself. 198 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:55,958 Please enjoy before it gets cold. 199 00:25:00,708 --> 00:25:02,408 Yes. 200 00:25:17,875 --> 00:25:19,575 I must say... 201 00:25:21,750 --> 00:25:24,333 ...the presentation was wonderful. 202 00:25:24,416 --> 00:25:26,416 But I really hope... 203 00:25:26,500 --> 00:25:30,500 ...that the main course tastes better than this blue cheese purée. 204 00:25:31,750 --> 00:25:33,458 Yes. This is fucking disgusting. 205 00:25:33,541 --> 00:25:35,958 Absolutely awful. 206 00:25:39,750 --> 00:25:41,916 Did you use up all our salt for that? 207 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:44,416 And way too much garlic is in there too. 208 00:25:45,375 --> 00:25:47,916 Let's eat and not complain. 209 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:51,000 Can it be that you all these years- 210 00:25:51,083 --> 00:25:54,833 - you were not in France, but spent time in a prison kitchen? 211 00:25:57,750 --> 00:26:01,041 Maybe, but... eat up. 212 00:26:01,125 --> 00:26:02,875 - No leftovers. - Hey. 213 00:26:03,750 --> 00:26:07,083 It's nice to have you here my friend. 214 00:26:08,458 --> 00:26:11,666 Hope I'm still allowed to stay, even after this meal. 215 00:26:13,333 --> 00:26:15,791 You won't get away from us that easily! 216 00:26:15,875 --> 00:26:20,166 You can pack your mits and leave. Now Michael Jackson... 217 00:26:20,791 --> 00:26:23,416 I could you perform a finger puppet show. 218 00:26:24,458 --> 00:26:26,500 I will eat you up. 219 00:26:27,708 --> 00:26:30,541 I will eat you up. 220 00:28:50,125 --> 00:28:51,916 Good morning! 221 00:28:53,291 --> 00:28:56,375 - Good morning. - Mikko has already left. 222 00:28:56,458 --> 00:28:59,008 - It's so wonderfully quiet here. - Yes, isn't it. 223 00:28:59,708 --> 00:29:03,000 Truly a godforsaken area. Come on! 224 00:29:05,541 --> 00:29:07,875 - How's your work going? - So so... 225 00:29:08,875 --> 00:29:12,166 Good. Let's go watch Mikko work his magic. 226 00:29:29,958 --> 00:29:34,333 If I speak with both people and angelic tongues, 227 00:29:35,166 --> 00:29:37,125 - but lack of love, 228 00:29:37,750 --> 00:29:42,291 - then I'm just a echo of brons. A shrill lance cymbal. 229 00:29:44,291 --> 00:29:48,000 Love... is patient and kind. 230 00:29:49,041 --> 00:29:52,791 Love is not the will to fight 231 00:29:52,875 --> 00:29:56,958 - not boastful, and not inflated. 232 00:29:57,041 --> 00:30:00,750 It finds no joy, in injustice- 233 00:30:00,833 --> 00:30:03,958 - but rejoices with the truth. 234 00:30:04,833 --> 00:30:08,750 Everything it bears, everything it believes, 235 00:30:10,125 --> 00:30:14,125 - it hopes everything, it endures everything. 236 00:30:15,958 --> 00:30:17,476 - Can you drop this by the house? - Sure. 237 00:30:17,500 --> 00:30:19,684 - Are you taking these with you? We walk. - I'll do it. 238 00:30:19,708 --> 00:30:22,125 I should be back the day after tomorrow. 239 00:30:22,875 --> 00:30:24,875 - Bye. - I'll put these in the car. 240 00:30:24,958 --> 00:30:27,833 Well then, Elli, happy midsummer! 241 00:30:29,500 --> 00:30:31,458 Liina would be good for you. 242 00:30:33,500 --> 00:30:35,250 - You think? - Absolutely. 243 00:30:35,833 --> 00:30:38,625 What are you looking for? A miracle? 244 00:30:38,708 --> 00:30:41,666 An independent, strong woman. 245 00:30:44,416 --> 00:30:46,791 I have one of those. Go find your own. 246 00:30:47,625 --> 00:30:49,325 So my dear friend... 247 00:30:49,958 --> 00:30:52,583 ...hold down the fort for me. See you soon. 248 00:30:52,666 --> 00:30:54,366 Death waits for no one. 249 00:30:55,083 --> 00:30:58,250 Tell me Liina, what was your field of specialty? 250 00:30:58,333 --> 00:31:02,708 Psychiatry. I want to take care of people that have metal problems. 251 00:31:03,333 --> 00:31:05,916 There are so many of those these days. 252 00:31:06,833 --> 00:31:08,875 Which are you Olavi? 253 00:31:08,958 --> 00:31:10,958 - Deranged or self-destructive? - Yes. 254 00:31:11,875 --> 00:31:13,575 Self-destructive. 255 00:31:16,791 --> 00:31:21,250 Now that Mikko's gone to the mainland, you'll have to spend the weekend with me. 256 00:31:21,625 --> 00:31:24,208 The guy with Liina... Are they in an affair? 257 00:31:25,833 --> 00:31:28,041 Liina's not that into him. 258 00:31:29,666 --> 00:31:31,366 Because he's boring or...? 259 00:31:31,875 --> 00:31:34,583 That's the worst kind. 260 00:31:38,791 --> 00:31:41,875 Liina's waiting for someone better to come along. 261 00:31:42,250 --> 00:31:45,625 She's lucky. She still has time to wait. 262 00:31:53,333 --> 00:31:56,625 Love comes second when choosing a partner. 263 00:31:56,708 --> 00:31:58,708 There are many other things to consider. 264 00:32:00,333 --> 00:32:02,583 Evolutionary biology at it's best. 265 00:32:03,250 --> 00:32:05,916 - That sounds kind of sad. - Yes, true. 266 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:08,041 Yes. Backfires every time. 267 00:32:09,750 --> 00:32:13,791 Ideally, you can find both. Rationality and love in the same person. 268 00:32:21,041 --> 00:32:24,833 And if the personalities mismatch and the love is missing, 269 00:32:24,916 --> 00:32:27,625 - how can two people then coexist without suffering? 270 00:32:28,458 --> 00:32:30,158 Then they just have to suffer. 271 00:32:32,583 --> 00:32:35,041 Then we must suffer, yes. 272 00:33:18,375 --> 00:33:20,075 Want some more? 273 00:33:42,041 --> 00:33:43,791 We have our own freshwater spring. 274 00:34:38,875 --> 00:34:40,575 Cheers. 275 00:34:40,916 --> 00:34:43,208 To our forefathers and old flames. 276 00:35:14,916 --> 00:35:16,616 Thanks. 277 00:35:21,375 --> 00:35:23,075 Sleep well. 278 00:38:09,250 --> 00:38:11,458 - Can I row too once? - No. 279 00:38:17,750 --> 00:38:19,625 Do you usually go fishing with Mikko? 280 00:38:22,708 --> 00:38:24,541 No, I'd rather go alone. 281 00:38:28,375 --> 00:38:30,075 Here we go. 282 00:38:41,500 --> 00:38:43,200 Elli, are you happy? 283 00:38:48,416 --> 00:38:50,116 I am. 284 00:38:51,583 --> 00:38:53,283 I think so. 285 00:38:56,583 --> 00:38:59,166 Sometimes I dream that someone is coming- 286 00:38:59,250 --> 00:39:01,250 - and take me away from here. 287 00:39:02,375 --> 00:39:05,833 To a completely different place. Just taking me. 288 00:39:07,875 --> 00:39:10,125 But so far, no one has come. 289 00:39:11,791 --> 00:39:14,916 I know I leave at any time, if I wanted to. 290 00:39:15,583 --> 00:39:18,083 But I've chosen to live here. 291 00:39:19,458 --> 00:39:22,208 People fantasize about all sorts of things. 292 00:39:22,958 --> 00:39:26,750 Especially of things that are, not meant to become reality. 293 00:39:32,375 --> 00:39:34,083 We are very much alike. 294 00:39:35,416 --> 00:39:37,116 You are sincere. 295 00:39:38,750 --> 00:39:40,450 I like that about you. 296 00:39:41,458 --> 00:39:43,333 Are you happy with your life? 297 00:39:43,958 --> 00:39:46,500 Are you really happy with your life? 298 00:39:48,958 --> 00:39:50,658 Yes. 299 00:39:58,791 --> 00:40:01,791 There are days, where I feel lost- 300 00:40:01,875 --> 00:40:03,583 - and I can't feel anything. 301 00:40:05,791 --> 00:40:08,416 But you always have the choice to be happy. 302 00:40:10,583 --> 00:40:12,666 You just have to choose it. 303 00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:47,700 May I come in? 304 00:40:51,583 --> 00:40:53,283 You can. 305 00:40:57,916 --> 00:40:59,616 Aren't you afraid? 306 00:41:00,291 --> 00:41:02,291 Alone here, with Mikko always gone? 307 00:41:08,416 --> 00:41:12,041 Sometimes I even sleep upstairs even when Mikko is at home. 308 00:41:13,875 --> 00:41:16,208 Sometimes I need my alone time. 309 00:41:26,250 --> 00:41:28,083 Am I too close to you now? 310 00:41:31,958 --> 00:41:33,658 It's fine. 311 00:41:48,166 --> 00:41:49,866 Your bedroom... 312 00:41:51,291 --> 00:41:52,991 ...is directly... 313 00:41:54,125 --> 00:41:55,825 ...under mine. 314 00:41:57,958 --> 00:41:59,658 That's right, yes. 315 00:42:01,625 --> 00:42:03,583 Does it... 316 00:42:04,333 --> 00:42:06,033 ...disturb you... 317 00:42:07,208 --> 00:42:08,908 ...when I... 318 00:42:10,666 --> 00:42:12,366 ...move around... 319 00:42:13,458 --> 00:42:15,158 ...upstairs? 320 00:42:18,458 --> 00:42:20,158 Yes, I hear you... 321 00:42:21,416 --> 00:42:23,666 ...as long as I'm awake. 322 00:43:46,583 --> 00:43:48,283 Hallo? 323 00:43:52,416 --> 00:43:54,166 - Ready to go. - Hi? 324 00:43:55,416 --> 00:43:57,116 Anyone home? 325 00:43:58,875 --> 00:44:01,375 Whoo! Oh, hey. 326 00:44:01,458 --> 00:44:03,708 - Did we catch you at a bad time? - No. 327 00:44:03,791 --> 00:44:07,000 - Come in. - Is Olavi playing the man of the house here now? 328 00:44:07,083 --> 00:44:09,083 No "man of the house" is needed here. 329 00:44:09,166 --> 00:44:11,916 Mikko is on the mainland, at a funeral. 330 00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:13,500 - Cheers. - Cheers. 331 00:44:13,583 --> 00:44:15,500 - Here's to summer. - Cheers. 332 00:44:16,333 --> 00:44:18,208 To Whiskey and crayfish! 333 00:44:18,291 --> 00:44:21,500 Hey, let me put on some "Christian music". 334 00:44:22,291 --> 00:44:24,083 I propose a toast! 335 00:44:25,416 --> 00:44:28,333 To fire, light and the shadows- 336 00:44:29,291 --> 00:44:31,375 - and to fearless love. 337 00:44:31,458 --> 00:44:33,158 Hallelujah! 338 00:44:36,458 --> 00:44:39,541 Not him, not him, not him. 339 00:44:40,541 --> 00:44:42,875 I'm going to "Super Like" this nerd. 340 00:44:51,416 --> 00:44:55,000 - Let's see who wins. - The winner gets a bottle of whiskey. 341 00:45:03,666 --> 00:45:05,366 Elli. 342 00:45:05,708 --> 00:45:08,041 We would really like to go to the sauna. 343 00:45:08,958 --> 00:45:10,708 Sure, no problem. 344 00:45:12,541 --> 00:45:14,241 Thank you! You're the best. 345 00:45:17,500 --> 00:45:20,791 Aren't we moving too fast? 346 00:45:21,583 --> 00:45:23,458 - Olavi. - What? 347 00:45:23,541 --> 00:45:26,416 I want to see him too! Now don't be so uptight. 348 00:45:26,500 --> 00:45:29,208 What are you saying, I'm not uptight. 349 00:45:29,291 --> 00:45:32,625 - Sure? - You can't miss that. 350 00:45:32,708 --> 00:45:34,517 I want to see what's under the clothes. 351 00:45:34,541 --> 00:45:36,241 The sauna is ready. 352 00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:39,416 - Where are the others? - We are alone. 353 00:45:39,500 --> 00:45:42,000 - Are you coming in? - I'll come later. 354 00:45:42,083 --> 00:45:44,267 - No, you're coming with me now. - Come on now. 355 00:45:44,291 --> 00:45:47,041 - I'll be right there. - Come on now! 356 00:45:47,125 --> 00:45:51,750 You realise they can hear you screaming across the bay. 357 00:45:51,833 --> 00:45:53,958 "I want to see your dick!" 358 00:46:00,125 --> 00:46:02,767 - Elli, come have a drink. - Live a little! 359 00:46:02,791 --> 00:46:05,750 Let's dance! Whiskey and dance! 360 00:47:10,583 --> 00:47:12,283 Good morning. 361 00:47:15,916 --> 00:47:18,166 How long have you been out here chopping wood? 362 00:47:20,375 --> 00:47:22,083 Since this morning. 363 00:47:23,750 --> 00:47:25,450 Impressive. 364 00:47:38,375 --> 00:47:40,916 - Everything all right? - Yeah. 365 00:47:43,291 --> 00:47:45,226 Was something bothering you last night? 366 00:47:45,250 --> 00:47:47,625 No, I was tired and wanted to go to bed early. 367 00:47:48,583 --> 00:47:50,283 Nothing else? 368 00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:55,333 You and Liina seemed to enjoy yourselves. 369 00:47:56,083 --> 00:47:57,783 We did. 370 00:47:58,875 --> 00:48:01,125 But I was only thinking of you the whole time. 371 00:49:02,916 --> 00:49:04,766 I'll race you, first one in the water! 372 00:50:03,458 --> 00:50:05,541 You're just going to stand there? 373 00:51:13,666 --> 00:51:15,366 Hi! 374 00:51:18,125 --> 00:51:20,125 I got a ride back earlier then expected. 375 00:51:20,875 --> 00:51:24,333 We can eat right away, I brought a big fish. 376 00:51:26,625 --> 00:51:28,958 People asked so many big questions. 377 00:51:29,875 --> 00:51:32,125 So many important questions about life. 378 00:51:33,416 --> 00:51:35,116 Questions lead to fear, 379 00:51:35,666 --> 00:51:38,791 And this fear creates in us, 380 00:51:39,666 --> 00:51:41,366 - the wish, 381 00:51:41,416 --> 00:51:44,291 - to believe in something bigger, 382 00:51:45,875 --> 00:51:48,250 - to something more permanent, imperishable. 383 00:51:49,250 --> 00:51:51,333 I've been worried about Mikko. 384 00:51:52,291 --> 00:51:55,041 He always sacrifices himself so selflessly for everyone. 385 00:51:55,708 --> 00:51:59,208 To be honest, not that long ago, 386 00:52:00,083 --> 00:52:01,783 - I was willing to give up my job. 387 00:52:02,666 --> 00:52:04,366 I have... at my work... 388 00:52:06,208 --> 00:52:08,833 ...felt so insignificant and useless. 389 00:52:08,916 --> 00:52:11,583 I felt, I unable to help anyone. 390 00:52:11,666 --> 00:52:13,366 And how did it go this time? 391 00:52:14,250 --> 00:52:15,950 Good. 392 00:52:16,625 --> 00:52:18,625 I've learned about mourning. 393 00:52:21,500 --> 00:52:25,184 After the initial shock, we have this. People need time to reminisce. 394 00:52:25,208 --> 00:52:28,166 We use all our energy and time to- 395 00:52:29,291 --> 00:52:32,250 - to live in the past. 396 00:52:33,791 --> 00:52:37,333 We do everything to keep our memories alive. 397 00:52:38,875 --> 00:52:42,958 We're looking for meaning and of course also for consolation. 398 00:52:44,208 --> 00:52:47,875 I never quite understood how nostalgic we humans are. 399 00:52:49,166 --> 00:52:50,916 Yes, you're right. 400 00:52:51,541 --> 00:52:53,833 Your visit is a good example of this. 401 00:52:53,916 --> 00:52:57,375 As soon as I saw you I came alive. 402 00:52:57,458 --> 00:52:59,158 I felt the same way. 403 00:53:00,458 --> 00:53:03,833 Apart from social media, we hardly had any contact. 404 00:53:03,916 --> 00:53:07,583 I mean, we hadn't seen each for a whole 15 years. 405 00:53:09,041 --> 00:53:10,741 15 years... 406 00:53:12,458 --> 00:53:14,208 But as soon as I saw you... 407 00:53:15,833 --> 00:53:17,533 ...I remembered. 408 00:53:18,416 --> 00:53:23,458 I felt young and alive again. I Felt my existence. 409 00:53:24,250 --> 00:53:26,833 I feel again, more human, stronger. 410 00:53:27,833 --> 00:53:29,533 But what does that mean? 411 00:53:30,958 --> 00:53:32,666 I don't know. 412 00:53:34,458 --> 00:53:38,041 But it opened something, and now I want more. 413 00:53:41,958 --> 00:53:43,658 Amen! 414 00:55:29,750 --> 00:55:31,041 - Good morning. - Morning. 415 00:55:31,125 --> 00:55:33,458 Good morning! Did you sleep well? 416 00:55:34,333 --> 00:55:36,500 - Not really. - Why? 417 00:55:36,583 --> 00:55:38,283 Too much light in the room. 418 00:55:42,416 --> 00:55:44,583 - Do you want milk? - No, thank you. 419 00:55:45,291 --> 00:55:47,875 What are you up to today? Let the party continue? 420 00:55:48,916 --> 00:55:50,791 You know, Whiskey and crayfish? 421 00:55:50,875 --> 00:55:53,500 I'll get back to my work. 422 00:55:53,583 --> 00:55:55,666 I really have to continue writing. 423 00:56:03,291 --> 00:56:04,991 Are you coming to church with me? 424 00:56:10,291 --> 00:56:12,041 I don't feel like it today. 425 00:56:13,833 --> 00:56:16,583 That's a shame. You would definitely like my sermon. 426 00:56:22,458 --> 00:56:24,158 Will you join me for a walk? 427 00:56:24,875 --> 00:56:27,208 I really have continue my urgent writing. 428 00:56:27,291 --> 00:56:28,991 Okay. 429 00:56:30,708 --> 00:56:32,208 Well then, 430 00:56:32,291 --> 00:56:33,991 ...I wish you success. 431 00:58:16,583 --> 00:58:19,208 I thought something had happened to you. 432 00:58:19,291 --> 00:58:21,625 - Were you looking for me? - Yes. 433 00:58:22,666 --> 00:58:24,625 Mikko left for the mainland. 434 00:58:26,125 --> 00:58:30,541 And now you have to wait here for him. Like a bitter straw widow. 435 00:58:30,625 --> 00:58:32,325 Can't be easy. 436 00:58:32,958 --> 00:58:34,658 What's is wrong with you? 437 00:58:39,500 --> 00:58:41,200 I do not understand you. 438 00:58:41,916 --> 00:58:44,000 That's probably the problem. 439 00:58:45,291 --> 00:58:47,333 We don't really understand each other. 440 00:58:47,791 --> 00:58:50,375 Often, when two people are drawn to each other- 441 00:58:50,875 --> 00:58:54,083 - they believe that they think alike. 442 00:58:54,166 --> 00:58:56,875 That their thoughts and ideas match- 443 00:58:56,958 --> 00:59:00,333 - and everything is easy, spontaneous and wonderful. 444 00:59:01,291 --> 00:59:03,333 Then suddenly something happens... 445 00:59:04,041 --> 00:59:07,416 ...and they notice that they were wrong all along. 446 00:59:10,791 --> 00:59:12,541 Do you really believe that? 447 00:59:16,708 --> 00:59:20,375 I speak of things that I've seen... and heard. 448 00:59:25,041 --> 00:59:26,916 What did you see and hear? 449 00:59:31,541 --> 00:59:33,241 How you make love... 450 00:59:35,458 --> 00:59:37,158 ...and how much you enjoy it. 451 00:59:41,458 --> 00:59:44,166 You don't know what I enjoy. 452 00:59:46,083 --> 00:59:49,333 Or don't enjoy... Or what I long for... 453 00:59:49,416 --> 00:59:52,541 You love Mikko and want to be happy with him. 454 00:59:56,375 --> 00:59:58,583 You just went away... 455 00:59:58,666 --> 01:00:00,366 ...waited for you. 456 01:00:02,833 --> 01:00:05,875 When I realised you weren't coming back- 457 01:00:05,958 --> 01:00:08,416 - I decided to forget about you. 458 01:00:14,625 --> 01:00:16,500 I studied... 459 01:00:18,166 --> 01:00:19,866 ...and traveled around. 460 01:00:20,833 --> 01:00:23,541 I met many wonderful men. 461 01:00:26,458 --> 01:00:28,158 I had... 462 01:00:28,833 --> 01:00:31,041 ...some pretty wild relationships. 463 01:00:31,916 --> 01:00:34,041 All kinds of relationships. 464 01:00:36,250 --> 01:00:38,500 I had one night stands, 465 01:00:38,583 --> 01:00:40,583 - but also longer affairs. 466 01:00:41,750 --> 01:00:43,450 Then came Mikko. 467 01:00:44,208 --> 01:00:46,000 He loved me. 468 01:00:48,291 --> 01:00:50,083 And we got married. 469 01:00:51,125 --> 01:00:53,041 It felt right. 470 01:00:59,333 --> 01:01:02,333 And then, after so many years, you show up... 471 01:01:08,583 --> 01:01:10,500 I waited a long time for you. 472 01:01:25,166 --> 01:01:26,866 I love you. 473 01:02:50,916 --> 01:02:52,616 Good morning. 474 01:02:55,541 --> 01:02:57,241 Good morning. 475 01:02:59,250 --> 01:03:00,958 Want to take a trip? 476 01:05:28,666 --> 01:05:30,791 I want you to touch me... 477 01:05:32,250 --> 01:05:33,950 Put your fingers inside me... 478 01:05:35,375 --> 01:05:37,075 Stick them deep inside me... 479 01:05:46,458 --> 01:05:48,158 Deeper inside... Harder... 480 01:06:26,958 --> 01:06:28,658 No. 481 01:06:30,250 --> 01:06:31,950 Not yet. 482 01:06:36,250 --> 01:06:37,950 Go on... 483 01:06:39,416 --> 01:06:41,291 Push deeper... 484 01:06:41,375 --> 01:06:43,075 And tighter. Harder... 485 01:06:44,125 --> 01:06:45,750 Even faster. 486 01:06:45,833 --> 01:06:47,533 Yes, exactly like that! 487 01:06:54,541 --> 01:06:56,241 Even faster... 488 01:07:46,333 --> 01:07:48,041 Let's go! 489 01:08:17,041 --> 01:08:18,741 Hi! 490 01:08:20,375 --> 01:08:22,541 Were you on a picnic? 491 01:08:22,625 --> 01:08:24,958 - Yes. - Nice. 492 01:08:25,875 --> 01:08:28,958 If you had waited, I would've come with you. 493 01:08:34,875 --> 01:08:36,458 Today is our anniversary. 494 01:08:36,541 --> 01:08:40,500 Or more like the first time I visited Ellis' parents. 495 01:08:40,583 --> 01:08:42,583 - Weren't you there too? - Yes. 496 01:08:42,666 --> 01:08:45,583 It's like an anniversary... 497 01:08:45,666 --> 01:08:47,833 ...so we must celebrate. 498 01:08:57,791 --> 01:09:01,416 The weather is so nice, we should fire up the grill. 499 01:09:01,500 --> 01:09:03,333 Come outside for a toast. 500 01:09:04,250 --> 01:09:07,083 Come out, I'll fix the drinks. 501 01:09:09,166 --> 01:09:11,625 It's really nice, 502 01:09:12,666 --> 01:09:14,666 - to be with someone- 503 01:09:16,083 --> 01:09:18,416 - that you can fall in love with every day. 504 01:09:19,500 --> 01:09:23,583 It's rare to have someone like that in your life. 505 01:09:27,083 --> 01:09:29,875 The only sad thing is we don't have children. 506 01:09:32,791 --> 01:09:34,750 Any particular reason why? 507 01:09:36,291 --> 01:09:37,991 Elli hasn't wanted any. 508 01:09:42,375 --> 01:09:45,875 Do you remember my last girlfriend? 509 01:09:48,208 --> 01:09:49,916 In high school? 510 01:09:52,791 --> 01:09:56,958 It's really horrible. She had an abortion. 511 01:09:57,791 --> 01:09:59,500 Remember? 512 01:10:00,250 --> 01:10:03,208 I still find it difficult talk about it. 513 01:10:03,666 --> 01:10:05,366 I could be a father now... 514 01:10:06,541 --> 01:10:08,333 I could have a child now... 515 01:10:14,166 --> 01:10:15,866 At least... 516 01:10:16,458 --> 01:10:18,158 ...you have each other. 517 01:10:34,875 --> 01:10:37,541 Elli! I've missed you. 518 01:10:48,833 --> 01:10:50,458 You're so wonderful. 519 01:10:50,541 --> 01:10:52,041 Come closer. 520 01:10:52,125 --> 01:10:53,825 So... 521 01:10:55,333 --> 01:10:58,125 To us. To our anniversary! 522 01:11:01,916 --> 01:11:06,333 I'll go get more wood and light up the grill, and put Barbie in heat. 523 01:11:06,416 --> 01:11:08,166 That was a bad joke. 524 01:11:13,208 --> 01:11:14,908 Fire up the grill... 525 01:11:19,250 --> 01:11:21,125 Are you mad at me? 526 01:11:21,750 --> 01:11:23,041 No. 527 01:11:23,125 --> 01:11:26,208 I can't prevent Mikko to get close to me. 528 01:11:31,333 --> 01:11:33,033 You can... 529 01:11:33,416 --> 01:11:35,116 ...but you just don't want to. 530 01:11:40,291 --> 01:11:41,991 Looks pretty good so far. 531 01:11:42,875 --> 01:11:46,166 The grill is hot. Soon we can eat. 532 01:11:48,500 --> 01:11:50,200 Come here. Elli. 533 01:11:55,250 --> 01:11:57,916 Liina can take me to the mainland tomorrow. 534 01:11:58,000 --> 01:12:00,700 - And from there to Helsinki. - No way! 535 01:12:00,750 --> 01:12:03,708 You can't leave yet. 536 01:12:11,708 --> 01:12:13,500 Hey... hey, hey, hey hey! 537 01:12:14,375 --> 01:12:16,625 The grill is on fire. 538 01:12:17,916 --> 01:12:20,916 The woods are full of bilberries. 539 01:12:21,541 --> 01:12:25,000 When a man goes to pluck berries and find a good spot, 540 01:12:25,083 --> 01:12:29,541 - he is happy and plucks them empty. liters of berries. 541 01:12:29,625 --> 01:12:32,208 He goes home happy. 542 01:12:32,291 --> 01:12:34,583 But when a woman finds a good spot... 543 01:12:35,708 --> 01:12:39,458 ...and sees a better spot, she suddenly moves there. 544 01:12:39,541 --> 01:12:44,791 She can't make up her mind, and is constantly looking for a better bush. 545 01:12:44,875 --> 01:12:46,333 And so it continues... 546 01:12:46,416 --> 01:12:51,333 At the end of the day, that wasn't smarter. There are an incredible number of berries left over. 547 01:12:51,416 --> 01:12:55,958 What kind of bilberries have you eaten in France? Hm? 548 01:12:56,041 --> 01:12:57,500 Only cultivated blueberries. 549 01:12:57,583 --> 01:13:00,791 Ah, ok. Although they are larger but not that sweet. 550 01:13:02,750 --> 01:13:06,291 How about a walk? Or we go rowing? 551 01:13:06,375 --> 01:13:10,375 - I'd rather stay here. - And you? Or should we just go to bed? 552 01:13:10,458 --> 01:13:11,875 Please leave me alone. 553 01:13:11,958 --> 01:13:13,726 - Let's go to bed. - I don't feel like it now. 554 01:13:13,750 --> 01:13:16,666 Let's make ourselves comfortable, cuddle and kiss!? 555 01:13:16,750 --> 01:13:18,833 Do not touch me! 556 01:13:18,916 --> 01:13:21,125 I'm suffocating! 557 01:13:21,208 --> 01:13:23,791 I'm suffocating! Leave me the fuck alone! 558 01:15:20,166 --> 01:15:21,866 I'm sorry. 559 01:17:48,708 --> 01:17:50,408 Yes, yes. 560 01:20:29,333 --> 01:20:31,033 Forgive me. 561 01:20:47,166 --> 01:20:48,866 I understand you... 562 01:21:02,291 --> 01:21:04,208 Even if I don't want to. 563 01:21:08,208 --> 01:21:09,908 I understand you... 564 01:21:12,250 --> 01:21:15,291 Only those who are honest, can feel really free. 565 01:21:52,083 --> 01:21:54,291 How are you, my friend? 566 01:21:54,375 --> 01:21:56,075 I'm leaving today. 567 01:22:00,333 --> 01:22:02,583 Are you really sure you wanna leave? 568 01:22:03,458 --> 01:22:05,158 Yes. 569 01:22:14,875 --> 01:22:16,916 Please stay a little longer. 570 01:22:18,875 --> 01:22:21,500 Maybe I come back again next summer. 571 01:22:23,041 --> 01:22:24,741 Then let's hope that... 572 01:22:25,541 --> 01:22:28,250 ...the weather will be as good next year. 573 01:22:34,333 --> 01:22:36,033 Forgive me... 574 01:22:51,208 --> 01:22:52,908 Forgive you for what? 575 01:22:54,958 --> 01:22:58,541 Remember our train ride from Valencia to Barcelona? 576 01:23:00,791 --> 01:23:02,491 Yes. 577 01:23:02,833 --> 01:23:04,533 I do, until I passed out. 578 01:23:05,583 --> 01:23:07,283 What about the... 579 01:23:09,375 --> 01:23:10,666 ...the trip to Riga? 580 01:23:10,750 --> 01:23:14,559 Remember after the party at the university, We walked all the way back to the hotel? 581 01:23:14,583 --> 01:23:17,625 That morning was just heavenly beautiful. 582 01:23:19,458 --> 01:23:24,208 The snow was like, the winters of my childhood, the air was so fresh and clear. 583 01:23:26,875 --> 01:23:29,458 These trips were so intense, do you remember what? 584 01:23:29,541 --> 01:23:31,241 Yes. 585 01:23:35,375 --> 01:23:37,725 There will not be no any more winters like this. 586 01:23:40,625 --> 01:23:42,325 Not even snow. 587 01:23:44,041 --> 01:23:45,916 We can't go skiing anymore. 588 01:24:11,958 --> 01:24:14,750 I'm going to start hunting more often. 589 01:24:16,166 --> 01:24:19,000 And travel. As soon as it is possible again. 590 01:24:21,708 --> 01:24:26,250 New places give us new memories, in case we ever need to cling to them again. 591 01:24:30,416 --> 01:24:34,266 If you don't give, you have nothing. Not to give love, is just a failure. 592 01:24:36,083 --> 01:24:38,041 To not be loved... 593 01:24:39,833 --> 01:24:41,533 ...is a misfortune. 594 01:24:55,625 --> 01:24:57,541 I could shoot you now... 595 01:25:26,750 --> 01:25:29,125 We should all go duck hunting together. 596 01:25:29,750 --> 01:25:32,083 That would be funny, right? 597 01:25:34,208 --> 01:25:35,908 That would be funny. 598 01:26:22,708 --> 01:26:24,408 Come with me. 599 01:28:30,583 --> 01:28:33,433 Do you feel that you can be yourself with me? 600 01:28:36,958 --> 01:28:40,083 Yes, but I am scared, to speak openly with you. 601 01:28:40,166 --> 01:28:42,250 I'm scared to be honest. 602 01:28:45,125 --> 01:28:46,825 Why? 603 01:28:47,208 --> 01:28:49,500 I'm afraid that you... 604 01:28:52,208 --> 01:28:55,083 ...would react too emotionally, if I'm honest. 605 01:28:57,500 --> 01:28:59,200 Are you afraid of me? 606 01:29:01,500 --> 01:29:03,666 I'm scared, that you'll leave me. 607 01:29:09,125 --> 01:29:10,825 I love you. 608 01:29:14,375 --> 01:29:16,075 Just the way you are. 609 01:29:20,208 --> 01:29:21,908 You can be free. 610 01:29:23,708 --> 01:29:25,750 I just want you to be happy. 611 01:29:33,333 --> 01:29:36,583 Sometimes... I'm so fucking mad. 612 01:29:38,625 --> 01:29:40,458 Sometimes very sad... 613 01:29:41,375 --> 01:29:43,291 And sometimes empty... 614 01:29:43,375 --> 01:29:45,075 ...and feel nothing. 615 01:29:53,458 --> 01:29:55,458 Fuck, I hate you so much! 616 01:30:00,125 --> 01:30:04,541 But I'm also relieved. Only good things can come out of this. 617 01:30:17,791 --> 01:30:20,291 What ever you choose to do next... 618 01:30:22,291 --> 01:30:23,991 ...I accept it. 619 01:30:25,875 --> 01:30:29,375 And I'm grateful that you've shared your life with me. 620 01:30:30,291 --> 01:30:32,666 I'm grateful, that you're honest. 621 01:30:33,708 --> 01:30:35,625 I love you so much... 622 01:30:36,500 --> 01:30:38,791 ...that I only wish you to be happy. 623 01:30:42,916 --> 01:30:44,708 With or without me... 624 01:33:34,458 --> 01:33:36,158 Do you want to go fishing? 625 01:33:39,291 --> 01:33:40,991 Yes. 626 01:33:44,000 --> 01:33:45,700 Great. 627 01:34:13,000 --> 01:34:14,200 Subtitles by MaistroX 628 01:34:14,250 --> 01:34:17,458 THE WAIT 629 01:34:18,082 --> 01:34:21,482 Subtitles by MaistroX